The End of an Era

December 31, 2009

I’ve felt rather sad, angry, and lonely for the past few days. I found out that one of my best friends is moving away very soon, and I’ve also had to “break up” with an old friend. Both are incredibly sucky.

Confession: I hate that my best friend is moving far away, and I kind of wish this other “post-friend” would instead. Is that harsh? Yes, it is. But my heart and mind aren’t always happy and lovey places. The dark parts of me are full of grief at this loss of someone I love deeply. I guess it brings out the worst in me.